Now I'm Back

My last post is about before MIVG..damn, alot has happen since then....guess i gonna have to start somewhere haha


I realize 75% of my last post is about me having crush to this one girl which im gonna refer to as A and let me have a laugh first....hahahahahaha..actually how funny it is to read it back..thats the reason i dont delete old post you know, no matter how silly it is..its just funny how you look back and to see that THAT guy becoming you..


well, i cant say ive move on and becoming better version..hahaha..im still me, and yeah, thank God i dont have feelings for her anymore (now that shes single HAHAHAHAHA)..but for F sake, now i had this crush on my OTHER FRIEND.......really?? would you actually like any girl whos close to you?? goddamnit


but i dont want to talk about this..cause you know, feelings change..and you cant say its something permanent even if you mean it...but the reason im back to write this post is a lot of stuff had happened, and i just need to spill it out somewhere you now..hahaha


but first, gonna let you know since MIVG, my mom hasn't been in a good health..since shes having the spinal surgery(which should benefit us all) now that shes getting worse..im not saying the surgery was a failure, alhamdulillah the surgery was fine and even her surgery scar have healed..but the post-surgery situation is not very favorable.....


she keeps lying on her bed, complaining how painful it is..she keeps lying there, doing nothing...which later lead to loss of her appetite then loss her weight and shes keep getting sicker every single day...until one day...she was admitted to hospital due to hypercalcemia..sound okay right?? i thought so too...until i met her......she had dementia, confusion and hallucination...and to see her, your own mom, mumbling and speak nonsense just break my heart to pieces.....i cant imagine how my sister took care of her for more than one month..my respects goes all to her...


i will continue about my mom in different post..alot to say i guess..haha..but now the hot-hot issues going on is mostly about my friend...


i thought i have a crush on our friend was hot enough, but damnnnn they all keep surprising me you know haha..


first, my friend who had a crush on his friend for 5 FCKING YEARS just told me that he had given up..can you imagine? he been trying to get the girl for 5 FCKING YEARS mannnn..thats longer than any of my relationships..hahahaha...why?? because he said that the girl doesn't have feelings for him and keep telling him about her crush (like how i feel when A had crush on that boy i guess haha) i dont know what to say about him...well, you know when a girl doesnt like you, just move on dude..youre in medical course...soon gonna be a doctor..what girl doesnt buy that??


well the girls had their own issue too, one of them was sick...spinal injury..and she was really hurt like HURT you know..just no surgery needed, but a month of therapy at chiropractor..and what do you know, she was always with this A girl but out of the blue, A was so close to U girl that Y girl was feeling isolate(Y girl is the sick girl)..and i was like "what?" coz all of them look like so close to  each other and then this happen?? I have no clue on what to say on this one....lol


but wait a minute, thats not the hottest story i get....the hottest one is the one i just heard today, just few hours before to be honest.....my friend O, who had girlfriend since 2years ago that stays in Sabah and working as a teacher..but two days ago, they broke up.....why you asking?? because that girl has been MARRIED!!!! imagine your special one who you text every single day, for 2 years, even come all the way from shah alam to sabah just to meet her.........and then she text you told that they need to cut every ties because....shes married....WTF mannn...yesterday thegirl was his girlfriend now shes someone else wife?? F siht man...what the actual fuck....


i dont know about you, but for me right now, once the girl is someone wife thats like puffff...gone....shes someone's else like legitimately someone's......


few days from our semester exam and all this issues come out one by one....damn..how fuck up the exam can make us all?


oh yeah i forgot, last friday, i was hair thin close to fight P, like a real furious fist out of anger fight..considering it was our first time, it was honestly a little awkward after that..the reason? we were fighting about Y who hurt her back....silly right?? hahaha


anyway, to sum it all, my P friend had his heart broken by his 5years crush, the girls are having cold war, and O's girlfriend just cheat on him and married some other guy.....the end.....what a week it is.....


looking back to all of that, im just grateful that for me, everything is fine...like im good with it, just fine...yup...hahahaha


anyway, thats all for this post..i dont know if i should feel guilty for not studying or proud for updating my blog after so long..hahahah


~CIAO

One Day After Another

Assalamualaikum..how is it going? its Saturday, im alone in my room...well its 4 days holiday in shah alam anyway so everybody going back hometown..but not me??


well, tomorrow is a big day, remember the run?? The Medic Intervarsity Games, MIVG, takes place tomorrow..honestly i dont know what to expect..do i thought of winning? of course i do..its just a competition among medical students..but its not official, so the competition maybe, just MAYBE is not that high..but on second thought, it IS among medical student in malaysia..and why am i entering the only competition with the highest number of participant..lol


fyi, im in 100m track run..they got around 22 more participant from other university..what am i thinking?? hahaha..in the end i think i just gonna give it my all you know..yeah, the winning chances are small, really small..but excuses are for pussy right?? hahaha plus ive bought a tight that cost around rm50 last night..pricey i know..


who teach you about those excuses?? hahaha..yeah, i still think about her..how shouldn't i, we meet, text and change silly stories everyday..i know its kinda pathetic, but i need to give it a rest..you know, last friday, she met her 'friend' who she told me she had crush on..and she keep telling me that (maybe because her others girlfriend doesnt really like that guy) how they progressing..well, how should i say, i hurts me little bit inside to know all that even thought im the one insist to know it..there's is one time where she shows her text with him and i was laughing when deep inside i was FUCKING PISSED


yeah i know, thats jealousy speaking..and im not gonna be that guy who restrain the girl to do what she want just because i dont like it...its not she someone to me..when she doesnt had support from her girls, then she'll look for me..realize that?? im just her bestfriend for god sake..and she could look for another if she wants to...


i dont know why i keep thinking about this..i keep telling myself that she is just a friend and how blessed am i to have her..you know how my parents doesn't really like me having a girlfriend during my studies..well, shes perfect..shes not my girlfriend but we are more than just a friend..great right? I still keep my words with my parents, thats what important


i just get tired of thinking about it..she gonna have a boyfriend, and lets be honest, theres ton of other guy who is after her, if she's gonna pick one, you gonna have to be the last man on earth to be that guy..and stop having crush with your own friend hahaha..haaiiihhhh..thats it i guess..i just keep her as bestfriend..thats the best right?? its not like shes ever gonna date her classmates, you know it haha..love yourself man like how i love the one who is reading this...

P.s : writing this post while listening to Dont Wanna Know by Maroon 5 is just perfect😂


CIAO~

Really dude??

I know, i know..i disappear for a whole year, now im posting 2 posts in 2 days..what gives??

honestly, if you know me, this the place where i end up to express myself if i find myself in a shit hole. So, what happen to our L that makes him crawl back here??

First, when i reread my older post, i just realize that about 40% to 60% of it is about love..the fuck?? that is not what my 6years ago would imagine myself to be..messing myself up because of a woman? Now that is a really pathetic ways to live


If you are looking something to mess your head up with, then think about study(which i should be doing now by the time my exam is next 2 weeks) your financial management, your FUTURE self..there is a lot of thing to think rather than looking for a person..self improvement i would say cause i know you, when you with someone there is a little self improvement going on right


And also, if you keep thinking of the small shit going on, how would you focus on the real thing? Yes, i know your roommate is a bitch..then why would you gives a shit? stop thinking about it cause it not gonna change a thing unless theres an action you can do..but look, for now, you have nowhere to go and your family cant know about this so just live with it..JUST STOP GIVE A DAMN FUCK..live like nothing happens..i know sometimes you had to look for a time to study cause he always blast the music in the room, then go outsie in the living room..why are you being such a whiny bitch


theres always a solution to a problem..but if you dont want those changes, then learn how to adapt with it or dont give a fuck at all..get it? your problem is not a real problem..


Well, do i need it? yup, i need to remind my future self that you could stop giving excuses and start work on what matters..comprende??


good..now enough with conflicts of feelings..you got something big to do L

~CIAO~

First post of 2016

Ite been what? a year?? haha..trust me, its not like i was super busy its just i dont have that sparks that tell me to wite..haha..despite all that, this blog, boyz126, will always be my online diary..which is somehow have their own pro and cons..haha


My last post is about Little Temerloh Girl..god, how much i really want to delete that post..hahahaha..but im not..not for now maybe..well, if i am reading this,i think i know well enough why that post hit me harder than it should..am i still trying to get over her? maybe yes...maybe no...i dont know..now i feel like abit alone you know..still trying to get used to this single life haha

enough about my damn love life..writing suppose to make me feel the time..haha..and if you wonder what the hell am i talking about, i dont know if future me will remember this but if you want...

to feel time : write

to travel time : read

to escape time : music

to WASTE time : social media

See the capital letters?? keep that in mind😂

the time i writing this, i have only 2 weeks before my next progress test 2(the irony lol)..which i need to score..and when i mean by need to score, i really need to score because the past 2 exams we had i just at the border line of failing..C- is not great bro..even few people are saying that i should put more effort..and fyi for semester 1 exam, i dont game(maybe, just a lil) for a week..guess what, its not sufficient brah..maybe if you replace gaming with studying it would change alot hahaha

And also, on 11st of December, i am participating at the Medical Intervarsity Games, MIVG..its not a big fuss, just my first doing activities with other uni(what do you expect, Im on my first year). its not like we represent MSU because we better than the other students. MSU just not interested in those kind of thing which tell me why they haven't send any representative hahaha..so me and my friend are taking this opportunity to get into this thing with the name of our Uni..i just hope we dont lose miserably and bring our Uni name to rock bottom of shame pit. p.s: this friend im talking about...do i need to make a post about it?? hahaha

Guess thats all happening right now..Think its a lot? guess who put himself into all this..hahaha..joking, im not even busy(should i?) or i would not have the time to write here anyway. You still thinking of becoming a great man? Then push yourself a lil harder L

I really need to make a post to push myself in study...

~CIAO~

My Little Temerloh Girl

Assalamualaikum...

heyyo peeps..bangun2 je ttibe lak trpanggil tuk post kat blog lepas bangun dari tido kul 9 kat sini..haha

its been a year already (wow, its already a year?) since my last post so agak banyak la da trjadi..haha

so~ perkembangan trbaru ye..hrmmmmmmm


well, this year im already 20 (yeayyy) so..im officially a young adult..muehehehe

skang still july, so aku still asasi which akan habis (insyaAllah) awal bulan 9 and degreeeeeeeeeeee.....................

klo ade rezeki aku masuk lah dlam bulan 9 tu jugak kat msu, klo x..kene la tnggu tahun depan T.T

and then stakat ni aku x penah post pasal current gf kan?? haha..so maybe post kali ni aku nak start ngan bende menarik sikit la =P hahaha




well, aku kenal die dari palam lagi..and sebenarnye die classmate aku..hahaha~ typical

why typical?? bcoz at that time, aku ni class rep (mcam ketua darjah la) n die plak pnolong class rep..huahuahuahua


so mase tu..first time duk arsama, n aku rasa cam bebas sngat..aku trpanggil untuk mncari awek kat sane which aku da aim sejak sekolah..hahaha

reason aku cari kat sane sbb bile ko jumpe time matrik, ko belum tntu awek ko tu same course ngan ko..n aku mngharapkan aku jumpe la bakal2 cikgu yg pnyayang lagi brjasa di mase akan datang, aicewaa..hahaha


so, back to the story, aku jumpe die ni kat palam, so kitorang kenal2 la..and the mcam mne la die bole da ade bf lak time tu..pergh2


elok lak mase aku tau tu mmg dalam sesi kenal2 acah2 nak jadi la kire nye..tibe2 lak kne camtu aku bajet mcam da trtutup la masa depan gitu..hahaha..poyo la shial~


tpi lepas tu aku kire da okay la kot, as friend je..thnx to my labuan fren, fauzi, yg sempoi gile bab* hahaha


and nak dijadikan drama, aku gi ckap kat die..asal x cakap kan da ade bf, n die ckap la awak x penah tanye...n i was like "betul jugak ek"

pastu aku pn ckap la aku x nak kaco awek org, pastu die mcm sedih (aik?) sbb die da rse cam selesa ngan aku sbb die n bf die pn da start crack..like that la kire nye..hahaha


aku lak time tu mmg da attached gile ngan die mcm ade chemistry gitu2..haha..n aku pn teruskan la..as friend jela mule2...muehehehehe


nak dijadikan cite, x lame pastu bole plak die betul2 clash ngan bf die..hahaha, apebende kan..pastu aku cam, ok ade la gak sinar harapan...


tpi aku wat lek dlu ar, takkan nak trus couple lpas die baru clash kan..kite lek2 dlu tnggu die reda abis nak move on camtu..hahaha


brape bulan pastu aku pn cam da mesra ngan die n aku pn ajak la die couple..with a song a teddy bear (omg romantic nye aku *blushing) aku confess yg aku suke kat die n ajak nk jadikan die gf aku..tpi through the phone je ar..hahaha..gile ko, klo depan2 tu mau ttibe jari aku patah mein gitar..hahaha



so nak dijadikan citer, smpai arini da dekat 2 tahun 10 bulan relay kitorang sejak dari palam..pergh2..2 tahun wei, klo ade anak tu da bole jalan agaknye (ckap aku xtau ar start umur bape..haha)


note to self : dude, klo ko betul nak relay yg elok smpai ke jejak pelamin, berubah la mangkuk..n ko tau ape aku ckap..ko bukan budak kecik xtau mane salah betul..


agak simple? yup sbb aku juz random pick topic ni n aku mcam xde point sngat (mcam exam gitu) hahaha


so..until next time folks~

CIAO~~

Third post??!!

Assalamualaikum,

howdy OcVemBer...(its already the end of October and we are getting to November..so........you get my joke right?? plz??)


I can't believe its almost the end of 2014 and this blog just post its third post for this year??!! Not so shocking...

yup reason is bile da start student life aku mmg malas gilo nak update blog ni..why?? bcoz life as student have so much to discover ><


B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T  *eeoookkkk

mainly bcoz aku malas...plus banyak keje anddddd hasutan syaitan bergabung hawa nafsu yg suruh aku membuang masa...the end....


so....aku nak post something leisure...my life in MSU


first, bile aku smpai sane, im totally depressed....everything not right..the toilets dirty, students attitude and accommodations..bak kata sume bende la aku complaint


smpai parent aku pn pujuk, strive at MSU at get the hell out of there....and i was.....ok.......(feelingless)


i don't know...i just feel i don't belong there...i  should be somewhere else attending seminar on degrees of medical but where am i??? reapeating the same old shit i've been doing for a year.....


its feel like i waste my time man..a year..banyak tuuuuu


but then......time past away and so do my depression...


i try to get along, and what do you know, i got some friends from palam too....andddd the best part is one of them is my lecture mate..keciknye dunia~


plus, ade jugak budak pasum (surprisingly) mesir and engineering students?? but here we are...a bunch of repeaters.....


well, its good to know that u are not alone especially when you had to repeat the same thing that everybody done and pass....

but hey, im not getting into that mood ok? cause now im feeling lucky that im here....even as repeaters.....


U wanna know why? IM FEELING LUCKY COZ I GOT THE SECOND CHANCEEEEEE


u know how big that is?? (not the size of the letter) it totally biiggg.....

ok cube pujuk diri sebenarnye..hahaha


in palam, most of friend were student who score 5A and above in spm (its a big deal)....most of them (all maybe?) have set their goal to be a doctor..weird but that what it is.....plus, baru kelas aku, the other class lagi...can u imagine how many actually people want to be an effing doctor??



but in the end...palam is not easy as it seems.......most of them dont fulfill their dreams....they just go where the flows taking them........but me??


yup..some of them get what they always work for.....some, not all, not even half....its sad but this is the reality world, not some inspiring box office movies....


and I'm one of that people who 'should' go where the flows taking me but wait.....am I??


Heck no...thnx for my family background....i got my second (and last!) chance to make things right again....


so...how do i feel now?? damn lucky dudeeee

Alhamdullilah....yes i made mistake for playing too much but this time...insyaAllah i won't screw it this time....


yup....that's my MSU story (part 1??)

lets pray it will be a bright path which I'm taking..insyaAllah ^^



see you soon brothers and sisters...
 CAO~

The reality is not beautiful as it seems...

Hello (the end of) July!

owh..but firstly, assalamualaikum to my muslim brothers and sisters....

lets take a moment of silence and recite al-fatihah for our brothers and sisters who will always be in our memory, to GAZA and MH17.........

aku tak terpikir lagi nak buat post pasal diorang..maybe tak, bcoz isu sensitif kan and aku tak nak la bagi info salah lak tak pasal2..jatuh fitnah nnti, dosa die lagi dsyat dari membunuh tuuuuuu



so, the reality........hrmmmm...is the world we are livng now and.........i am actually depressed =.='

bcoz u know, aku rase ade hikmah gak aku fail foundation palam....sounds weird?? so do i......


since bangku sekolah rendah lagi, aku x pernah lagi kecewa kan parents aku ( aicewaaaa..belagak seh mamat ni.....)

NO..citer die bile aku selalu buat diorang bangga (xde la selalu) aku tak pernah tau apa reaksi diorang klo aku disappoint kan diorang.....so.....thats what PALAM life told me.....


without good grades, it feels like i am actually nothing to them..diorang buat aku mcam saham, where you invest and hoping to get more...

ok, parents mane xnak anak berjaya kan?? but on the matter of facts, aku dah dpat course pharmacist kot?? THAt IS AIN'T HALF BAD tau tak......


but still......diorang force aku repeat, so aku bole jadi doktor....

it must be proud when you tell others that your child is a doctor right?? even parents aku pun klo jumpe org luar mesti ketengahkan kkak aku yg doktor tu.......really??

i can;t imagine if i was stupid and nothing to them..would they actually appreciate me?? would they still recognize me as family?? who knows......




hrmmm...air dicincang pun tak akan putus kan.....

well...it all goes after this......my second foundation life in MSU....

P.S :seriously aku baca dari past student....this place is like a sinkhole for your money....i cant imagine hows life there *deprssed

boleh kate kan my life at home is really depressing after palam...

everything doesn't go the way they should man.....it feels like the life is beating you down really bad.....


haih....i don't know what gonna happened after this, I give up on planning...wherever the path took me, thats the only direction i'll walk.....


I'm giving up??? maybe.......maybe not....well, aku tau aku ni takde lah sebaik mane, tapi insyaAllah, bertawakal jela pada keputusan Allah

feels better??? damn better......haha


just dont overthink about something that you can't change folks....

and if there is something you are capable to change....work for it...and leave the rest to the Al Mighty,,,,


I'm not giving up....if this is my path....i'll walk until the end no matter what....


Assalamualaikum....CIAO~

Resurrection of Boyz126

Assalamualaikum,

its been one year sejak aku menaip kat sini..haha..nostalgia bhai...

well, aku da agak matang ke?? hrmmmm..i could say yes..but sometimes not XP

stahun ye...hrmmmm..my last entry is about me before goinfg to PALAM....fiuuu~~ banyak yang da berlaku..hehe

aku malaih la cite hal2 pasal palam skang..bile2 la, lein entry ye abg2 adik2 sekalian...

Oops, n the ending of my palam life is not so good, but i could say the bad things is only the ending..haha

soo...its been 2 (almost 3) month aku cuti..keje?? hrmmm, tu yang sume kawan2 aku buat..and aku?? well, tau la mak aku yg overprotective tu kan *pandang ke atas

'bez ar xyah keje, dok umah buat taik mata...

mesti korang piki camtu kan?? haha..tipu ar, sbb aku pn piki bnde yang same..tapi, folks........the reality is not beautiful as it seems (spoiler next entry..hahaha)

why?? WHYYYYYYY??!!!

bcoz....*drum roll...........bile aku x keje, family expect aku untuk buat sume errand

'alah, keje sikit merungut..baru sikit'

yes....tapi memandang family aku pn piki bende yg same, so keje aku pn bnyak laa......

penah denga sikit2 lama2 jadi bukit?? yup..that is how you can imagine my daily work..sikit dari si emak nye, sikit dari si kkak nye, sikit dari si ayah nye..lame2 keje aku pn mcam la FiretrUCK ....

 hade bantahan?? leave it under the comment below bro *thumbs up


sooo..my first post after being off for a year is complaining about my family??? hrmmmmm.......

PERFECT =D


so peeps.................Boyz126 is BACK

see ya all very soon...ciao~

Counting days~

Assalamualaikum...so how's life treating you peeps??

Hrmm...x lame dah lagi aku kat umah..insyaALLAH lagi brape hari lagi aku nak sambung studi...

Bez ke ar?? Entah la...aku tak tau la nak cakap camne..excited? X jugak..risau? X jugak....tak seronok ke nak jumpe kawan2 baru?? Entah la....kawan baru? Kawan yg kat sini pun berape kerat je....hahaha

So, honestly, sejak akhir2 ni aku depressed sikit.....OMAAIIGGOOODD!!

Haha..aku yang hidup takde tanggungjawab ni pun bole depressed ek?  Aku pun pelik...but then, when i rethink about it..........at least i don't bother others :P

Well, aku depressed pun bukan sebab ape..maybe kurang beribadat kot :3   hrmm...most likely...tapi ape yang aku pikir sampai dapat depressed yg sia2 ni??

Crush...ok....everybody have one and its common..but right now for me its not..i've been wasting all my time thinking how i could get her attention.....so that she could like me the way i like her.....

Ok first...aku tau aku mmg loser, kusut kan kepale otak pikir bende bukan2 yg x bawak manfaat langsung plus....she's so popular..she's beautiful, funny, out-going, open minded and quite religious too...she has tons of friends...while me stay in the house washing cars and water the plants....

My social life is pathetic....compared to her life..why would she look up at me? And you trying to make her LIKES you? She doesn't even know how to spell your name correctly!! Dammnnn la...

Why am i writing all this in the middle of the morning? Coz i don't want to think about it anymore and aku nak luah kan semua nye....

I know this maybe cause by my hormone messed up..want to love and to be loved, some sort like that..so, aku try untuk buang feeling ni jau2, bia sampai laut pasifik sekali pun..coz i know that my head says 'NO'

Plus...why would i tried so hard to impress one girl when i could a bunch at the IPT, am i right? Let say if i COULD make her like me, and then we start flirting and coupling.....and then....when i go to further my study.....there's a super cute girl dying to get in love with me (just imagination...haha) that would be a waste right?? Hahaha

Well....I miss the old me..a freak who enjoy his lonely life...at least i'm able to smile at that time, talk to myself and sometimes making myself laugh...haha...ok thats too pathetic...

So, thanks blogger for giving me a place that i could be myself...peerrghh...puas gile hati ni...haha..alhamdulillah, tak larat dah aku nak pikio bende2 ni lagi dah....haha

Ok then...enough for this post...lets go get a life...hahaha

Assalamualaikum
CAO~

you MAY come in, MAY

assalamualaikum...its already May?? wow...time do flies....tuptup...dah bulan 5 dah......lagi 2 bulan ramadhan, pastu raye...n then, akhir tahun n then 2014??? wow......cepat gile mase berlalu....


so...how am i doing for the past few days?? emmm...ok, i guess...nothing extraordinary or exciting happening.....

it's already 12.20, 5th May 2013.....nak tau apa akan jadi??? General Election!!! =D


ermm...bende ni dah kecoh sejak awal tahun aritu, tapi aku maleh le nak update politik2 ni...kejap die btul, kejap die salah...aku yang x terlibat pun dah pening =.='


but...honestly, ko tau pe yang aku pikir??? Revolution.....


wanna know why?? because PKR dah disokong oleh hampir sume rakyat malaysia.....so i wouldn't suprise if BN gonna lose tomorrow....


but hey....BN still ade penyokong sendiri.....so, they still have a chance to win....alright?


but...even though BN will win tomorrow.....boleh ke PKR menerima keputusan se adil nye???


aku gerenti yang akan timbul cerita BN menipu, rasuah, undi hantu or whatsoever untuk membuktikan yg PKR yang patut menang....


and then, BERSIH will be held.....masing2 nak kan pertukaran kerajaan, pertukaran pentadbiran pemimpin etc.....


in the end?? BN akan still jatuh...don't you think??


BERSIH 3.0 berjalan dengan lancar...everybody hurt, the mastermind gelak dari jauh.....


so...x mustahil klo diorang kalah, BERSIH akan diadakan lagi.....dan lagi......dan lagi.......dan lagi.....dengan ugutan tampuk pemerintahan di tukar....


klo BN still bertahan wlaupun sehingga BERSIH ke 12 sekali pun....akan timbul cerita kerajaan x ambil berat pasal pandangan rakyat sehingga rakyat terkorban join BERSIH untuk membuka minda kerajaan....and then BERSIH akan bertukar lebih brutal kepada.......revolution???


can you imagine?? revolution just in front of your house?? its gonna be chaos.....

blood everywhere...man killing each other..people loss their family member....dead bodies everywhere......history is repeating itself.......



so...aku mendoakan whoever win tomorrow(today)  Malaysia akan still terus maju dan aman walau siapa pun yang memerintah.....amin....

Malaysia...tanah tumpahnya darahku.........

that's all for this post......

TAKE IT EASY...

.......and PRAY FOR THE BEST

Assalamualaikum....

CAO......

little sad :'(

assalamualaikum....

heeelllllooooo peeps...

so how's April?? haha..hope you are doing fine...

well...untuk post kali ni aku nak citer bab2 yang menyedihkan sikit....

bukan nye aku suke spread the negative aura ni..ish2...not my taste, haha...tapi yela, aku ni manusia gak, ade up and down nye, ye x??


so..baru2 ni (pagi tadi, baru lagi ni,  panas lagi...haha) aku check my upu result....well, upu aku mohon Uitm, UPNM, UKM and UIAM...

sume aku mohon asasi perubatan....but my highest hope was UPNM...you know, military college...

study die tanggung, makan pun die tanggung siap dapat duit elaun lagi every month yang boleh mencecah ribuan ringgit!! (hamboi dah macam berita awani plak....haha)


tapi ape kan daya...xde rezeki =')

imagine aku further study in medic....at the same time training to be a soldier.....


DAMN!!! i could be a tough doctor!! and that would be so cool~~.....but being a doctor is already good thing.....so that would be fine.....


but i'm still waiting for my last hope..Uitm, and Mara special program.....please...anywhere, as long as it involve medic =(


and luckily i just read my older post...and past me(?) has taught me someting...

No matter how hard the situation is......

~KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND SMILE~

CAO~

assalamualaikum....

AssPeeAim?? hamiiikk ko~~

so herre comes April!! wuwuut!!

cepat tul mase berlalu kan?? rasa mcam baru je sambut new year aritu..haha

so...news??

result SPM da kuar~~ 21 March aritu...how's the result???

well...alhamdulillah, aku bersyukur ngan rezeki yang aku dapat ni walaupun x seberapa...8A 1B+


niat aku nk mempersembahkan result straight A kpada mak bapak aku...tapi ape kan daya, tu je yang aku mampu.....


ibu, ayah...maaf diriku andai ku tidak mampu membalas penat lelah mu yang telah menjaga ku selama ini...ampun kan la diriku andai kau kecewa dengan result ku ini........ikhlas dari hati kecil ku......


plus, yg b tu plak my favourite subjek plak tu...mmg sedi ar...menangis gak la aku time amik result tu...sedi woo!!

well...bnde dah jadi nk wat camne kan...bukan nye aku bole terjah KPM bwak M16 sruh tuka result aku...hahahaha


so...mane hala tuju ku selepas ini???

insyaALLAH.....aku still berhajat nk sambung medic...tapi dimana, bia Allah lah yg tentukan...


so...tu saje la khabar berita ku untuk kli ini...nnti bile2 aku update lagi ye....

CAO~
Assalamualaikum....

I'm BAAGGG

wow...hampir 2 bulan aku x update blog ni...patut nye kene update minimum skali sbulan...I'M A TERRIBLE BLOGGER!!!

haha..ini sume poyo~~ aku bukan la blogger, blog ni pun cume diari peribadi aku je...orait?? so sorry la klo stiap kli ade yang melawat asyik baca bende same je....

so....wat's up March??

everything's good.........DAH NAK DAPAT RESULT!!!!!

so...insyaALLAH, minggu depan dalam 20hb akan keluarlah result spm.....

expectation?? aku x expect ape2..cume aku harap dapat membanggakan parent aku dengan result aku nnti....n i hope that i'm able to study for the coarse that i want with the result...(plus, klo bole dapat biasiswa pun cantik gak ;D haha)



so...result dah nak kuar..2/3 bulan nnti akan mula lah kemasukan....that means.....holiday almost over~~

i love holiday okay?? everyone do...but its over..so.....WRRRAAAGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!

wei nak tau x??

te tibe aku rasa rindu plak kat ex aku..hahaha...stupid me right??


well, bukan nye aku x bole terus kan idup tanpa die..but....sala korang gak ar yg asyik update status/tweet berbunga2 ngan cintan2 sume tu!!!! haha


hrmm...its not easy to get loved you know........ke aku yg x attractive?? *.*  haha..who cares....

well, kitorang still contact...walaupun sbagai kawan...kitorang pretty close.....maybe.....haha


dah2....ni yang malas citer jiwang2 ni....nnti start ar ayat bunga2 yg keluar..haha


tapi oleh kerana aku pun dah xde bende nk taip lagi, aku pun elaborate la skit tajuk cintan2 ni....

hrmm.....kadang2 rsa rindu plak bile dah contact2 ngan die....ayat still pkai 'saya' 'awak'  =P


so...wat should i do next?? should i try to talk her that we could getting back together??  or maybe juz let it go.....??


haish...tapi aku rase aku pilih choice yg ke-2...ala...nnti masuk U bukan nye xde awek2 cun kaaaannnnnn?????  hahaha


lagipun cukup la pe kitorang lalui sbelum ni...actually, nothing bad really happen betwen us..no fight (de la kadang2 bertengkar skit) never miss a gudnite wish =P  and we sure have fun spending time together


i guess we could have the best sweet relationship ever...if my family doesn't interrupt us =.=


haha...never mind...if we are destiny to be together, nothing can stop us, insyaALLAH....(dah macam cinta masa darurat tu..LOL)


so...to love another person?? nahh....it's almost a year since we break up and i dun  feel like falling in love with someone else....(minat tu adela kadang2....juz minat je~~)


mampukah cinta antara kami berputik kembali?? (ayat macam drama tu...puiii.....) haha...tngok je la camne nnti.....

poyo?? ye...memang pun..

so...cukup cukup sudah....beik aku pegi saja....

CAO~

Assalamualaikum...

oh my muslim....

assalamualaikum.....amcam hari2 korng?? bez?? berat dah neik?? haha

so...kli ni aku nk citer something yg agk serius la....x mcam post lepas yang korang bole lompat2 lari2 sambil baca,but kli ni korang kne teliti, fhami dan fikir...uice, over lak die....

so....stu mlam yg dingin, aman dan damai. aku mmbuka fb ku...sambil2 aku scroll down mlihat status kawan2 aku yg mcam2 ragam ade, aku tr jumpe status ini.....


"Seorang LELAKI berjumpa dengan seorang ULAMA sambil membawa anaknya yang baru dilahirkan.. Lelaki itu bertanya kepada ulama tersebut mengenai CARA MENDIDIK anak..

Berkata ulama tersebut,” Kamu terlewat! PROSES MENDIDIK anak bukanlah BERMULA daripada anak itu DILAHIRKAN, tetapi ia sebenarnya BERMULA daripada PROSES MEMILIH IBU YANG BERIMAN dan SOLEHAH untuk anak ini..”

* Wahai lelaki... pilih la perempuan yg baik agamanya, kalau anda memilih isteri yg suka mendedahkan aurat, perpakaian ketat, suka bercouple, tidak mustahil anak kamu juga akan jadi sebegitu. Mahukah kamu memiliki anak yg akan menjadi fitnah dan bakal menarikmu ke neraka."

first skali...alhamdulillah, ade orang yg meng update ilmu2 agama ni...scara x lngsung smasa kite bkak fb tu, kite dpat gak menimba ilmu....


tapi, jujur dari hati aku, aku agak kecewa dngan status di atas lagi2 orang yg update status ni aku knal sbagai orang yg agak tinggi akhlak dan budi pkerti nye....


kecewa? apehal plak?? btul la, moral of the story, cari bini yg beriman dan beramal soleh.......

yup, I can't agree more..2 insan yg beriman kpada Allah dan Rasul-Nya memang tidak di nafikan akan mlahirkan zuriat yg beriman serta beramal soleh maka br tmbah la hamba Allah yg beriman....namun....


apabila 2 insan lein yg tidak beriman kpada Allah serta Rasul-Nya maka mereka akan mlahirkan juga zuriat yg tidak beriman kpada Allah....

jadi, tidak kah lebih beik bagi seorang lelaki (lelaki diutamakan ^o^ ) jika dia mengahwini pompuan yg tidak beriman??

O.o  watde heck budak ni, hilang akal ape.....haha..msti korang ckap/pikir camtu....


sbb tu la lelaki yg diutamakan, kerana lelaki mrupakan ktua kluarga yg diWAJIBkan membimbing kluarga nye...oleh itu, suda tnggungjawab seorang lelaki jika isteri nye mlakukan perbuatan2 yg brdosa.....


jadi?? lbih beik mngahwini prempuan beriman?? yes....tapi bagi lelaki yg teguh iman nye, sering ke masjid mndenga ceramah & menimba ilmu agama, bukan kah lbih beik mncari prempuan yg tidak berapa nk beriman agar prempuan tr sebut akan kembali ke jalan Allah...


dngan ini, wanita muslim yg jau tr pesong mampu kmbali ke jalan Allah...better late than never, bia la die bru nk beriman br banding wnita2 islam yg tlah di didik ngan Islam sjak kecil lagi, namun ia lbih beik dripda hidup nye di per sia2 kan....


DAN, jgan slah kan msa lampau isteri yg tidak berapa nk beriman dlam mmbesar kan anak..anak itu ibarat kain putih, ibu bapa yg mncorak kan nye, bukan?? huhu..ber bunga ayt aku..tpi seriously, klo kite br sungguh2 dlam mmbesar kan insan yg beriman kpada Allah, insyaALLAH, die akan jdi..Allah itu maha pemurah lagi maha pengasih kan ;)


tpi jgan plak ikut hawa nafsu....laki yg nafsu smpai paras hidung tu mmg x payah nk berangan la...cari isteri yg solehah, mudah-mudahan, bole mmbimbing ke jlan Allah (wlaupun bkan tnggungjwab seorang isteri..tpi klo dah syg laki tu, tlong la laki =P  )




"kamu rasa adakah sama tahap keimanan org baru bertaubat dan berubah kearah kebaikan contohnya artis yg baru belajar nk tutup aurat adakah sama tahap imannya dgn seorang gadis yg diberi didikan agama yg sejak kecil, x pernah bercouple, mempunyai kefahaman islam yg mendalam. sudah tentu tidak akan sama."

haha...ni jwapan kpada pnulis status di atas apabila someone tnye jika isteri yg dikahwini lelaki pertma sudah bertaubat......


tuan2, puan2, abang2, kakak2, adik2, tokwan2. cucu2 dan saudara se-Islam skalian....

aku ni bkan la pndai sngat pn blaja agama.....sijil skola agama aku pn fail...haha...but, itu bkan alasan aku untuk tidak mnegakkan agama aku...Islam is my life, not my subject that I have to score ;)


so blik, kpada jwapan mmat ni tadi.....ok, keimanan....


orang yg baru brtaubat dan orang yg dah lme bertaubat + mmpunyai ilmu agama yg mndalam n mcam2 lgi(sperti yg dinyatakan di atas)  mmpunyai keimanan yg berlainan.....

wow....jap2...bole ke keimanan di ukur?? tidak bukan...bole ke keimanan dilihat?? sama skali tidak.....mcam mne kite bole mmbukti kan taraf keimanan seseorang?? cara pakaian? cara pergaulan? ya, keimanan sdikit sbanyak mmpengaruhi cara kita, nmun bole ka kite sndri mngadili tahap keimanan sesorang?? siapa kite untuk br buat demikian??


jgan dipersoal keimanan seseorang, tapi BANTU la seseorang beriman kpada Nya....

hookay, smpai sni jela post aku..amacam?? pnat br fikir?? hahaha..

so, thnx mmbca post aku yg pnjng lebar shingga ke prkataan ini.....

that's all for today...

CAO~~
Assalamualaikum...

my girl~ my girl~

haaaaaaaallllllllluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~ n assalamualaikum =D


so...hrmm, boring lak cuti2 ni..sume sbuk keje.....haha

k...post aku kli ni ringan2 je, bole mnum kopi, lari2, flip2 sambil bca.....haha...enjoy~


so, korng penah dnga psal couple?? tipu ar x pnah =P  mmg zman remaja dlu2 lgi dh wjud prkataan ni......

tpi zman skang...puuiihh......over nk mmpos...smpai ade yg tr lanjur....watde hell man??

ari ni ko rosak kn anak orang...stu ari nnti jgan ko mnyesal orang rosakkan anak dara ko........pesan ikhlas dri aku, xyah byar......

so....kli ni bukan aku nk tulis psal cintan2, couple2 ni....nope, x kuase aku~ haha

buuutttt.......aku nk citer skit psal characteristic girl idaman aku =P wahahaha


1...hrmm...die x tnggi sngat >o<  mngenangkan aku ni type lelaki pndek so mungkin agk ssah la nk cari...haha...sbb, klo girl lgi tnggi, aku rsa mcam aku ni tr sngat la pndek....


2....x gmuk sngat, x krus sngat...acane tu?? haha...yg ni mungkin sume girl camtu kot...kcuali klo lemak dh br lipat2 tu konfem gmuk..haha...tpi rsa nye hmpir sume kwan2 girl ade ciri2 ni...so....not bad malay girl ;)


3....cantik??? bole la =P sori la klo aku tr lalu mmentingkan physical.....tpi thats a fact right?? sape korng rsa pling bnyak admire, robert pattison or bangla PATI tu???


4....smart?? much better.....but......sbetul nye aku nk cari bini cikgu =D haha..why??? huhu..coz cikgu ni die bnyak br depan ngan bdak2 so aku hope that she can be a good mother to our child =P and of coz, jdual cikgu x pdat, so, die bole la spend time die jage anak2 =D


5....personality.....hrmm....i prefer yg pnyayang, br tanggungjwab, and lembut(optional...haha) oo...and manja =P  haha..maybe bcoz aku manje ngan mak aku, so aku mng hrap kan girl yg aku bole br manje jgak (eeuuww...ssah aku taip...LOL)

also....x ego, blagak, riak...mybe bcoz aku de knal orang2 yg ade sifat2 mcam tu..honestly, aku bole than lgi dnga sikap2 yg x brape nk waras ni..haha...tpi klo ade prangai2 tu, huiisshh...mmg ssah nk ilang =.=

6....religion?? islam...tudung? ermm...aku pn still tngah pikir.....ok, mmg aku lgi suke pompuan yg pkai tdung...but girls with long hair is not bad either =P haha..bukan la....aku juz tr pikir klo gf aku br tudung, fine la...tpi klo aku 'wat' gf aku brtudung..thats AWESOME!!!  yela...mungkin niat die x ikhlas...tpi lme2 akn timbul la ke ikhlasan tu, x gitu?? but, its not an easy job...turning a girl into more religious...it needs patient man.......hrmm, tngok la jodoh aku mcam mne =]


7....and...her body shape??? haha...kpada pmbaca wanita, klo x snggup nk bca, sila skip scepat mungkin krana ni prbualan lelaki...xle blah......
so...most guys are looking for busty gf, right?? but pda aku....aku lbih suke girl yg flat.....reason is, sape suke bile laki lein tngok gf die ngan pnuh nafsu kan?? so, i prefer flat girl bcoz she dun look like 'sex symbol' in others eye, am i right?? well, who need big boobs when they have sweet, innocent, angelic look?? haha....that differentiate girl and slut.....


so....i think thats all characteristic im looking forward in my future 'gf'...too much?? yea, i know, no wonder i juz couple only once...haha..but i think that one time do teach me a lot ;)


so.....aku bukan nye memilih...lgi pn ade ke pompuan yg perfect mcam kat ats suke kat aku?? haha...aku ni pn bkan nye perfect mne...x hnsem pn, xde admire pn..hahaha....but who cares, for sure that i dun =P



so, boyz and girlz....if you love your mate, pray to ALLAH and insyaALLAH, ALLAH will make they love you more....if not?? ALLAH is already prepare a better one for you ;) so...dun regret of clash or watso ever, ok??

~~juz laugh and spread the positivea aura~~ 

thats all from me tonight...

CAO~~

assalamualaikum....

hola halo~~

PEOPLE!!!!!!

lame x update blog ni....hrmm, mcam2 nk citer....but first~

~~HAPPY NEW YEAR~~

hrmm...nothing special psal celebration this year...sme je cam taun2 lpas,  juz x meriah coz aku pn x excited sngat nk smbut new year....haha

so~~...anything interesting?? well...ade la gak....

rambut aku dh pnjang skit, wee~~ (-.-)'

haha..bkan slalu aku bole bela rmbut ni...huhu...nk gak mrase rmbut pnjang ni, time skola dlu asyik kne jage rmbut je...dh abis skola ni, bole la try rambut panjang~ haha

n about my license.....aku juz amik lsen kete je, x mcam sume, kete n moto...package (lagi murah)

nape aku x amik package?? lgi sng klo in the future aku tr paksa pkai moto, kan??

slalu aku ckap kat mmbe2 aku......umah aku moto pn xde....but the real reason isssssss.......

MAK AKU >.< hahaha

well...sbb mak aku yg overproctective, die x bagi aku neik motor n x bagi pn amik  lsen....her reason is, most people who died in an accident is motorcyclist......hrmm....maybe....tpi klo dah ajal neik tank pn bole mati =P

so....aku akn dpat lsen aku insyaALLAH dlam awal bulan 2 nnti....lmbat nye =.= 

aku nk jlan2 ni....hahaha

friends??? ermm..mostly cuti ni aku spend sorng2 n ngan family...klo kwan pn ade sorng mmat control from MC college...hahaha

yg lein sume buzi keje...klo ajak hangout pn mlam.....mmg jgan hrap ar mak aku kasi kuar mlam..haha

so, conclusion nye, cuti ni xde bnde EXTRAORDINARY yg aku dh wat......

n my family plak, mmg xle tngok orng mlas.....so, mmg countless la brape kli aku kne mara...haha..smpai bapak aku mngamuk sbb tngok aku ni mlas....

well, bkan nye aku mlas tramat, ade je keje aku wat....tpi klo bukn depan mate diorng tu mmg x kire la.....aku mlas la nk ungkit, kang nmpak cam x ikhlas plak kn? haha

so....aku pn ngah usaha kan fitness aku ni....BARU nk mula kn....haha..sbb disember aritu aku xde disiplin sngat.....arini exercise, sok x, lusa pn x, pastu sambung blik, and so on....

so, aku nk start blik....but...ngan PENUH DISIPLIN!!!! *bunyi meletup*

haha..nk krus ssah, nk berat pn susah...ish2....

so...thats all from me today

CAO~

assalamualaikum....

a lil bit serious here....

so, mcam mne cuti??? hrap2 korng enjoy dngan spuas mungkin, sbb this is the last long holiday you will be enjoy..haha..coz u know wat?? cube pkir sjenak....lpas ni....korng dpat smbung IPTA/IPTS.....korng akan study ikut sem.....lpas abis sem 1, pegi sem 2 n sterus nye.....dpat ke cuti pnjg 3 bulan cmni??? haha...

so korng better enjoy skang dripda mrungut nnti...mnyesal kmudain xde gune, kn?? =D


so....pesal aku ckap nk serious skit dlam title ni?? well......ni msti la sbb aku x puas hati ngan pndangan masyarakat kite ni...huh....



korng penah dnga x citer psal sorng BF yg romantik mmberi helmet nye kpda GF die sbb diorng akan kmalangan sbb brek motor die rosak?? msti pnah nye...agk famous citer tuh =D


aku xde la suke sngat citer tu...mcam si tupid je....SBB TU JPJ SRUH ORNG YG NAIK MOTO NI PKAI HELEMET~~~  haiya......

sape suh yg BF tu je pkai helmet, GF mcam mne?? klo brek tu br fungsi skali pn...klo eksiden?? x ke mati gak si GF tdi???  nmpak x SI TUPID diee???  hahaha


ok2...bkan tu yg aku mara...aku x kisa pn crita cintan2 ni.....yg aku sdikit pnas hati adalah....

tetibe ade orng comment (kat fb)......

NIAT TIDAK MENGHALALKAN CARA......

erm...kk...bia aku hurai kn ikut ape yg aku tau........
wlapun si BF tdi br niat mnyelamat kan GF die (dngan ape keadaan skali pn) nmun perbuatan die ttap di anggap haram krana mnyentuh si GF yg bukan muhrim bgi nye.......

ok....aku stuju...sikit....BF tu br dosa sbb mnunggang motorsikal br sma awek nye br dua2an (scara automatik nye, br sentuhan tubuh)

tpi tang die ckap niat tidak mnghalalkan cara tu nape lak??? cntoh aku bgi situasi lein...


seorng guru prempuan yg mngajar skola lelaki.....suara seorng prempuan juga mrupakan aurat yg ptut di pelihara dripda yg bukan muhrim bgi nye.....abis die nk mngajar cmne?? niat nye adalah mngajar, mnyebarkan ilmu.....jdi, adakah haram bgi ckgu tr sebut mngajar anak2 murid nye??


contoh lein....doktor....seorng doktor lelaki, pakar sakit puan atau ape2 sakit skali pn....tibe2 psakit nye prempuan..niat beliau adalah mnyelamat kan nyawa psakit nye, itu tr msuk la tugas die atau kte lein amanah die.....dosa ke bgi die mnyentuh prempuan yg bukan muhrim bgi nye demi mnyelamat kan nyawa??


so? nmpak tu?? ok...mngkin korng akn ckap, itu tugas diorng, amanah diorng, dikecuali kan.....mcam mne klo luar bidang keje kite?? insiden yg brlaku dngan tibe2???


oleh krane dh tngah mlam ni, smangat aku pn dh x mmbara mcam tdi..hahaha

aku ni bkan la ahli kitab, mahupun ahli agama..mlah skola agama aku pn fail (bhasa arab je...)

aku hnye mmberi pndapat....Allah beri kite akal fkiran untuk ber fikir....jdi jgan la berhenti br fikir wlaupun se saat skali pun.....


oo...and...pndapat aku yg ter akhir......aku x rase 'niat tidak mnghalalkan cara' tu fakta yg btul (pndapat aku la)

sbb...niat kite la yg pling pnting...solat kne niat..amik wuduk kne niat..puasa kne niat..haji kne niat...blaja kne niat..keje kne niat...ape2 sklali pn kne la dngan niat....mlah klo kite TER paksa mmegang orng bkan muhrim, msti la dngan NIAT yg btul...bkan ikut hawa nafsu smate2.....



so..dats all ceramah kli ni....

CAO~~
assalamaualaikum...

a lil bout body fitness~~

so, mcam aku pnah ckap sbelum ni, lpas spm ni, aku start aktiviti body fitness....

ape tu body fitness??

well, die lbih kurng bina bdan, tpi die lbih kpada FIT, got it?? die lbih kurng training athlete gak lak, snang citer.......


so, dlam aku search2 internet psal fitness2 ni, mcam2 gak info aku tau n nk gak kongsi brsama =3 huhuhu


first, aku ni hardgainer...hardgainer ni mmg ssah nk tmbah brat bdan coz faktor2 tr tntu, mcam high metabolism, kurng pngambilan mkanan ( xde slera slalu nye) n mcam2 lgi....

so, sape2 yg trase diri nye ssah nk tmbah berat, ade special workout untuk anda...hahaha

tpi aku bkan nk citer psal hardgainer tuk tmbah berat...tpi aku nk citer kpada yg OBESE yg nk FIT.....


first, slalu nye, org yg tr lbih lemak ni (lmbut skit~~) akn brusaha tuk kurus ngan diet...diet yg mcam mne?? diet yg x mkan lngsung...korng pnah wat kn??

haaa~~ yg ni la yg pling slah dlam undang2 fitness (ceehh...ade undang2 tu....) klo korng nk fit, korng kne la exercise, klo nk exercise, korng msti la kne pkai tnaga...mne nk dapt tnaga?? MAKAN la.....


tpi cara mkan pn kne btul...aku x tau sngat la, tpi ade 1 bnde ni yg pnting....

BREAKFAST like a KING, 

LUNCH like a PRINCE, 

DINNER like a BEGGAR.

bese dnga x?? haha

klo korng nk mlantak....mlantak time sarapan, sbb mkanan time sarapan tu MOSTLY akan dserap mnjadi tnaga sbb korng dh br puasa time tido uh....

lunch.....bole mlantak lgi, tpi kurng kn....sbb korng msih prlu kn energy tuk stengah hari lagi.....

dinner.......pnah tngok pngemis mkan?? haa.....mkan cmtu...haha..kdang2 x mkan pn ade...pn bole~~

sb  dinner ni slalu nye x smpat digest pn sbb korng dh nk msuk tido....so, kurng2 kn...dpat roti 2 keping ngan milo pn jdi la....

slalu nye, adat kite ni, sarapan kite mcam pngemis, dinner mcam orng korporat...kn3?? hahaha

bgi exercise lak....korng slalu wat camne???

msti korng wat yg brat n ssah gler2 kn??

klo nk tau, exercise tuk bkar lemak ni, x pyah yg berat2, ssah2 gitu.....ckup stakat lme...so, korng kne la korban kn msa skit....

klo bole, aku recommend joging....joging la pling snang, kn?? 

for de first try, korng record duration korng joging tu...lgi lme, lgi jau lgi bgus....

pastu, second try, korng aim goal korng lgi lme n lgi jau dr first try tdi....

bgi exercise mcam ni, DO IT CONSTANT.......

jgan lak first try tu korng jau gler2..mklum la, first try, excited......msuk second try tu, dh mlas n x larat....

buat skadar yg mmpu, ttapi jgan skip....buat stiap hari....n klo bole bia smakin hari smakin jau distance larian korng...

bukti nye.....korng pnah tngok athlete long distance yg gmuk x?? x kan....

sume krus2 keding je atlete long distance ni.......tpi diorng bkan stakat keding krus yg lembik, tpi stamina n cardio diorng sngat la hebat.....huhuhu

so? tnggu pe lgi?? start yor workout la, jgn duk dpan com je x abis2 =P

wish u de bez of luck from me, admin of BOYZ126.......

CAO~

assalamualaikum....

SPM is.....OVER!!!!!

wahahaha....so, berakhir la suda spm bgi kami, batch '95....

sori la lmbat update blog yg x sberapa ni, mklum la, bru merdeka..mcam2 nk wat....hahaha

so....wat next?

ITS FREE BABY!!!!  tpi yg mlang nye, aku ni dikelilingi aura yg mmbosan kn =3 haha

first, aku dh mmg plan dh pe aku nk wat lpas spm ni....amik lesen n body fitness....

bgi seorng yg nerd cm aku yg mngadap buku 24/7 rsa nye pnting gak bgi aku tuk body fitness ni....yela kan, aku pn de cita2 bsar dlam bidang sukan....hahaha =P


n pling popular soalan yg orng tnye aku time2 cmni.....KO KEJE???


klo orng tnye, aku jwap sng je...bulan 1 nnti.......haha

but, bgi mereka2 yg lein yg abis spm ni, sume ghairah nk keje...ni lagi la aeon bru nk buka, brebut2 org mntak keje situ.....


pe la yg syok sngat keje.....bile aku tnye, jwapan yg sme akn kluar :

-nk cari duit ngan usaha sndri
-cari pngalaman
-blaja hargai duit

n stakat ni tu je la....xde plak yg kte nk bntu kluarga.....hahaha...nmpak sngat duit yg diorng dpat tu x kmana =3

1st, klo nk cari pngalaman....its not de right time, i think...bgi aku yg dh ade kkak yg bkerja aku rsa mmg x perlu mncari pngalaman pda waktu kite dberi pluang brehat ni.....nnti dh kerja mmg xde rhat2 nye

n jgan lak ble smbung study nnti mnyesal x ckup rhat =3


2nd, nk cari duit...k, ni aku x leh la nk halang...bgus gak usaha cri duit sndri ni...tpi bile dh dpat gaji tu.....kmana pegi nye duit tu??

blanje awek, shopping2.....watde hek man....

kate bkerja dpat mnimbulkan sifat hargai duit, tpi tr balik lak jdi....lagi boros plak br blanje...bile tegur, djwap nye 'ah, duit aku..suke ati aku la'  wat de heck2 man...


klo ko simpan duit tu wat smpanan msa depan ke, blanje family yg tr syg pn ok gak...silap2, fmily ko tu nnti blanje ko blik hahaha...untung2.....

bole je nk shopping...duit korng kan....tpi br adat la, kang duit dh abis, mntak fmily gak....ape ke beza ngan x keje =3

tpi~~ jeng3.......klo keje dpat duit, klo x keje??? wahahaha...ni nk bgi org yg syok bkerja jelez skit...


korng x pyah klam kabut bngun pagi.......

lpas subuh ko bole smbung tido lagi....smpai ko rsa nk bngun..klo x nak, suke ati la...hahahaha

ko bole mkan n tngok tv spnjang ari...klo boring kluar la jlan2 ngan moto tu...(aku xde moto, so aku neik basikal je)


n last but not least....klo dh dtg sngat mood nk keje tu, ko keje la cuci umah, cuci blik air...mop lntai....lgi slesa korng nk lepak ngan lbih lme kat umah korng yg indah tu =D

so? yor argument is invalid bro ~.~


SO, in the kulit kacang (nutshell) aku rsa bgi yg mmg yg snggup nk br hmpas pulas mncari rezeki demi mmbantu kluarga (bkan tuk enjoy n nmpak kaya raya dpan kwan2) gi la keje...n moga berkat kje korng tu n dsukai bos n rkan sekerja....


akhir kate,

assalamualaikum....
CAO boys n girls  ~~

Seriously??!!

wow...lme nye rse x update blog ni......mklum la spm kn =3


erm.,,,,skang...ngah gap sminggu....smpat la update blog aku yg dh br habuk ni =P


well, things go quite well for me, i guess....Alhamdulillah.....

I've done 4 paper which is BM. Bi, Sejarah (some students cry after dis paper....funny =3 ) and  Mathematics....


For upcoming paper is, Agama, Add Math (uuu..I can't wait =P ) Physics, Chemist and Biology (My fav >.< )


so....de exam, bole la  wat xde la pening kpale sngat ( paper sains blum start lgi =.= ) tpi aku dh start stress dh...why?? even someone care so little like me cn go stress?? hhrmm...=/


de reason is HOPE.....yea hope is good...hope make us work harder..hope make us wan to do something to de limit, isn't it??


yea...hope is great but in my case, those hope is killing me...not to mention my mom who keep preassuring me to study.......sorry mom....


bkan aku x appreciate hrapan org sekeliling kat aku...it juz too much..even my dad have his highest hope in me n that is nver happen.....he said, 'remember, B is fail..so try yor bez to get an A'

wow....seriously?? SERIOUSLY???
Im fail if i get any B??? wow...ok then, I will try my bez not to disappoint u dad......

but then...here comes my mom....de real problem....

haish....i cnt tell how many time she told me wat happen if I fail, I am their laz hope, not to mention she scold me if i watch a lil tv.....n believe me, she kill me if she saw me wit de com....so, no net ( luckily i got my tab wif me =P )


so...klo dia asyik bgi negatif aura kat aku, korng pikir aku jdi ape??/

AKU BOLE JADI GILER TAU X!!!!

so...everyday i keep calm, not to listen to her scold n those negative thing she said.......Lucky i got ALLAH....it keep me calm somehow =D


jadi.....i will juz do my bez in dis ASS-PEE-AIM thing, n try not to disappoint anybody =3


wish me luck boys and girls, ;)
CAO~~....
Assalamualaikum,
Peace Upon You....(Y)