Counting days~

Assalamualaikum...so how's life treating you peeps??

Hrmm...x lame dah lagi aku kat umah..insyaALLAH lagi brape hari lagi aku nak sambung studi...

Bez ke ar?? Entah la...aku tak tau la nak cakap camne..excited? X jugak..risau? X jugak....tak seronok ke nak jumpe kawan2 baru?? Entah la....kawan baru? Kawan yg kat sini pun berape kerat je....hahaha

So, honestly, sejak akhir2 ni aku depressed sikit.....OMAAIIGGOOODD!!

Haha..aku yang hidup takde tanggungjawab ni pun bole depressed ek?  Aku pun pelik...but then, when i rethink about it..........at least i don't bother others :P

Well, aku depressed pun bukan sebab ape..maybe kurang beribadat kot :3   hrmm...most likely...tapi ape yang aku pikir sampai dapat depressed yg sia2 ni??

Crush...ok....everybody have one and its common..but right now for me its not..i've been wasting all my time thinking how i could get her attention.....so that she could like me the way i like her.....

Ok first...aku tau aku mmg loser, kusut kan kepale otak pikir bende bukan2 yg x bawak manfaat langsung plus....she's so popular..she's beautiful, funny, out-going, open minded and quite religious too...she has tons of friends...while me stay in the house washing cars and water the plants....

My social life is pathetic....compared to her life..why would she look up at me? And you trying to make her LIKES you? She doesn't even know how to spell your name correctly!! Dammnnn la...

Why am i writing all this in the middle of the morning? Coz i don't want to think about it anymore and aku nak luah kan semua nye....

I know this maybe cause by my hormone messed up..want to love and to be loved, some sort like that..so, aku try untuk buang feeling ni jau2, bia sampai laut pasifik sekali pun..coz i know that my head says 'NO'

Plus...why would i tried so hard to impress one girl when i could a bunch at the IPT, am i right? Let say if i COULD make her like me, and then we start flirting and coupling.....and then....when i go to further my study.....there's a super cute girl dying to get in love with me (just imagination...haha) that would be a waste right?? Hahaha

Well....I miss the old me..a freak who enjoy his lonely life...at least i'm able to smile at that time, talk to myself and sometimes making myself laugh...haha...ok thats too pathetic...

So, thanks blogger for giving me a place that i could be myself...peerrghh...puas gile hati ni...haha..alhamdulillah, tak larat dah aku nak pikio bende2 ni lagi dah....haha

Ok then...enough for this post...lets go get a life...hahaha

Assalamualaikum
CAO~

you MAY come in, MAY

assalamualaikum...its already May?? wow...time do flies....tuptup...dah bulan 5 dah......lagi 2 bulan ramadhan, pastu raye...n then, akhir tahun n then 2014??? wow......cepat gile mase berlalu....


so...how am i doing for the past few days?? emmm...ok, i guess...nothing extraordinary or exciting happening.....

it's already 12.20, 5th May 2013.....nak tau apa akan jadi??? General Election!!! =D


ermm...bende ni dah kecoh sejak awal tahun aritu, tapi aku maleh le nak update politik2 ni...kejap die btul, kejap die salah...aku yang x terlibat pun dah pening =.='


but...honestly, ko tau pe yang aku pikir??? Revolution.....


wanna know why?? because PKR dah disokong oleh hampir sume rakyat malaysia.....so i wouldn't suprise if BN gonna lose tomorrow....


but hey....BN still ade penyokong sendiri.....so, they still have a chance to win....alright?


but...even though BN will win tomorrow.....boleh ke PKR menerima keputusan se adil nye???


aku gerenti yang akan timbul cerita BN menipu, rasuah, undi hantu or whatsoever untuk membuktikan yg PKR yang patut menang....


and then, BERSIH will be held.....masing2 nak kan pertukaran kerajaan, pertukaran pentadbiran pemimpin etc.....


in the end?? BN akan still jatuh...don't you think??


BERSIH 3.0 berjalan dengan lancar...everybody hurt, the mastermind gelak dari jauh.....


so...x mustahil klo diorang kalah, BERSIH akan diadakan lagi.....dan lagi......dan lagi.......dan lagi.....dengan ugutan tampuk pemerintahan di tukar....


klo BN still bertahan wlaupun sehingga BERSIH ke 12 sekali pun....akan timbul cerita kerajaan x ambil berat pasal pandangan rakyat sehingga rakyat terkorban join BERSIH untuk membuka minda kerajaan....and then BERSIH akan bertukar lebih brutal kepada.......revolution???


can you imagine?? revolution just in front of your house?? its gonna be chaos.....

blood everywhere...man killing each other..people loss their family member....dead bodies everywhere......history is repeating itself.......



so...aku mendoakan whoever win tomorrow(today)  Malaysia akan still terus maju dan aman walau siapa pun yang memerintah.....amin....

Malaysia...tanah tumpahnya darahku.........

that's all for this post......

TAKE IT EASY...

.......and PRAY FOR THE BEST

Assalamualaikum....

CAO......

little sad :'(

assalamualaikum....

heeelllllooooo peeps...

so how's April?? haha..hope you are doing fine...

well...untuk post kali ni aku nak citer bab2 yang menyedihkan sikit....

bukan nye aku suke spread the negative aura ni..ish2...not my taste, haha...tapi yela, aku ni manusia gak, ade up and down nye, ye x??


so..baru2 ni (pagi tadi, baru lagi ni,  panas lagi...haha) aku check my upu result....well, upu aku mohon Uitm, UPNM, UKM and UIAM...

sume aku mohon asasi perubatan....but my highest hope was UPNM...you know, military college...

study die tanggung, makan pun die tanggung siap dapat duit elaun lagi every month yang boleh mencecah ribuan ringgit!! (hamboi dah macam berita awani plak....haha)


tapi ape kan daya...xde rezeki =')

imagine aku further study in medic....at the same time training to be a soldier.....


DAMN!!! i could be a tough doctor!! and that would be so cool~~.....but being a doctor is already good thing.....so that would be fine.....


but i'm still waiting for my last hope..Uitm, and Mara special program.....please...anywhere, as long as it involve medic =(


and luckily i just read my older post...and past me(?) has taught me someting...

No matter how hard the situation is......

~KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND SMILE~

CAO~

assalamualaikum....

AssPeeAim?? hamiiikk ko~~

so herre comes April!! wuwuut!!

cepat tul mase berlalu kan?? rasa mcam baru je sambut new year aritu..haha

so...news??

result SPM da kuar~~ 21 March aritu...how's the result???

well...alhamdulillah, aku bersyukur ngan rezeki yang aku dapat ni walaupun x seberapa...8A 1B+


niat aku nk mempersembahkan result straight A kpada mak bapak aku...tapi ape kan daya, tu je yang aku mampu.....


ibu, ayah...maaf diriku andai ku tidak mampu membalas penat lelah mu yang telah menjaga ku selama ini...ampun kan la diriku andai kau kecewa dengan result ku ini........ikhlas dari hati kecil ku......


plus, yg b tu plak my favourite subjek plak tu...mmg sedi ar...menangis gak la aku time amik result tu...sedi woo!!

well...bnde dah jadi nk wat camne kan...bukan nye aku bole terjah KPM bwak M16 sruh tuka result aku...hahahaha


so...mane hala tuju ku selepas ini???

insyaALLAH.....aku still berhajat nk sambung medic...tapi dimana, bia Allah lah yg tentukan...


so...tu saje la khabar berita ku untuk kli ini...nnti bile2 aku update lagi ye....

CAO~
Assalamualaikum....

I'm BAAGGG

wow...hampir 2 bulan aku x update blog ni...patut nye kene update minimum skali sbulan...I'M A TERRIBLE BLOGGER!!!

haha..ini sume poyo~~ aku bukan la blogger, blog ni pun cume diari peribadi aku je...orait?? so sorry la klo stiap kli ade yang melawat asyik baca bende same je....

so....wat's up March??

everything's good.........DAH NAK DAPAT RESULT!!!!!

so...insyaALLAH, minggu depan dalam 20hb akan keluarlah result spm.....

expectation?? aku x expect ape2..cume aku harap dapat membanggakan parent aku dengan result aku nnti....n i hope that i'm able to study for the coarse that i want with the result...(plus, klo bole dapat biasiswa pun cantik gak ;D haha)



so...result dah nak kuar..2/3 bulan nnti akan mula lah kemasukan....that means.....holiday almost over~~

i love holiday okay?? everyone do...but its over..so.....WRRRAAAGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!

wei nak tau x??

te tibe aku rasa rindu plak kat ex aku..hahaha...stupid me right??


well, bukan nye aku x bole terus kan idup tanpa die..but....sala korang gak ar yg asyik update status/tweet berbunga2 ngan cintan2 sume tu!!!! haha


hrmm...its not easy to get loved you know........ke aku yg x attractive?? *.*  haha..who cares....

well, kitorang still contact...walaupun sbagai kawan...kitorang pretty close.....maybe.....haha


dah2....ni yang malas citer jiwang2 ni....nnti start ar ayat bunga2 yg keluar..haha


tapi oleh kerana aku pun dah xde bende nk taip lagi, aku pun elaborate la skit tajuk cintan2 ni....

hrmm.....kadang2 rsa rindu plak bile dah contact2 ngan die....ayat still pkai 'saya' 'awak'  =P


so...wat should i do next?? should i try to talk her that we could getting back together??  or maybe juz let it go.....??


haish...tapi aku rase aku pilih choice yg ke-2...ala...nnti masuk U bukan nye xde awek2 cun kaaaannnnnn?????  hahaha


lagipun cukup la pe kitorang lalui sbelum ni...actually, nothing bad really happen betwen us..no fight (de la kadang2 bertengkar skit) never miss a gudnite wish =P  and we sure have fun spending time together


i guess we could have the best sweet relationship ever...if my family doesn't interrupt us =.=


haha...never mind...if we are destiny to be together, nothing can stop us, insyaALLAH....(dah macam cinta masa darurat tu..LOL)


so...to love another person?? nahh....it's almost a year since we break up and i dun  feel like falling in love with someone else....(minat tu adela kadang2....juz minat je~~)


mampukah cinta antara kami berputik kembali?? (ayat macam drama tu...puiii.....) haha...tngok je la camne nnti.....

poyo?? ye...memang pun..

so...cukup cukup sudah....beik aku pegi saja....

CAO~

Assalamualaikum...

oh my muslim....

assalamualaikum.....amcam hari2 korng?? bez?? berat dah neik?? haha

so...kli ni aku nk citer something yg agk serius la....x mcam post lepas yang korang bole lompat2 lari2 sambil baca,but kli ni korang kne teliti, fhami dan fikir...uice, over lak die....

so....stu mlam yg dingin, aman dan damai. aku mmbuka fb ku...sambil2 aku scroll down mlihat status kawan2 aku yg mcam2 ragam ade, aku tr jumpe status ini.....


"Seorang LELAKI berjumpa dengan seorang ULAMA sambil membawa anaknya yang baru dilahirkan.. Lelaki itu bertanya kepada ulama tersebut mengenai CARA MENDIDIK anak..

Berkata ulama tersebut,” Kamu terlewat! PROSES MENDIDIK anak bukanlah BERMULA daripada anak itu DILAHIRKAN, tetapi ia sebenarnya BERMULA daripada PROSES MEMILIH IBU YANG BERIMAN dan SOLEHAH untuk anak ini..”

* Wahai lelaki... pilih la perempuan yg baik agamanya, kalau anda memilih isteri yg suka mendedahkan aurat, perpakaian ketat, suka bercouple, tidak mustahil anak kamu juga akan jadi sebegitu. Mahukah kamu memiliki anak yg akan menjadi fitnah dan bakal menarikmu ke neraka."

first skali...alhamdulillah, ade orang yg meng update ilmu2 agama ni...scara x lngsung smasa kite bkak fb tu, kite dpat gak menimba ilmu....


tapi, jujur dari hati aku, aku agak kecewa dngan status di atas lagi2 orang yg update status ni aku knal sbagai orang yg agak tinggi akhlak dan budi pkerti nye....


kecewa? apehal plak?? btul la, moral of the story, cari bini yg beriman dan beramal soleh.......

yup, I can't agree more..2 insan yg beriman kpada Allah dan Rasul-Nya memang tidak di nafikan akan mlahirkan zuriat yg beriman serta beramal soleh maka br tmbah la hamba Allah yg beriman....namun....


apabila 2 insan lein yg tidak beriman kpada Allah serta Rasul-Nya maka mereka akan mlahirkan juga zuriat yg tidak beriman kpada Allah....

jadi, tidak kah lebih beik bagi seorang lelaki (lelaki diutamakan ^o^ ) jika dia mengahwini pompuan yg tidak beriman??

O.o  watde heck budak ni, hilang akal ape.....haha..msti korang ckap/pikir camtu....


sbb tu la lelaki yg diutamakan, kerana lelaki mrupakan ktua kluarga yg diWAJIBkan membimbing kluarga nye...oleh itu, suda tnggungjawab seorang lelaki jika isteri nye mlakukan perbuatan2 yg brdosa.....


jadi?? lbih beik mngahwini prempuan beriman?? yes....tapi bagi lelaki yg teguh iman nye, sering ke masjid mndenga ceramah & menimba ilmu agama, bukan kah lbih beik mncari prempuan yg tidak berapa nk beriman agar prempuan tr sebut akan kembali ke jalan Allah...


dngan ini, wanita muslim yg jau tr pesong mampu kmbali ke jalan Allah...better late than never, bia la die bru nk beriman br banding wnita2 islam yg tlah di didik ngan Islam sjak kecil lagi, namun ia lbih beik dripda hidup nye di per sia2 kan....


DAN, jgan slah kan msa lampau isteri yg tidak berapa nk beriman dlam mmbesar kan anak..anak itu ibarat kain putih, ibu bapa yg mncorak kan nye, bukan?? huhu..ber bunga ayt aku..tpi seriously, klo kite br sungguh2 dlam mmbesar kan insan yg beriman kpada Allah, insyaALLAH, die akan jdi..Allah itu maha pemurah lagi maha pengasih kan ;)


tpi jgan plak ikut hawa nafsu....laki yg nafsu smpai paras hidung tu mmg x payah nk berangan la...cari isteri yg solehah, mudah-mudahan, bole mmbimbing ke jlan Allah (wlaupun bkan tnggungjwab seorang isteri..tpi klo dah syg laki tu, tlong la laki =P  )




"kamu rasa adakah sama tahap keimanan org baru bertaubat dan berubah kearah kebaikan contohnya artis yg baru belajar nk tutup aurat adakah sama tahap imannya dgn seorang gadis yg diberi didikan agama yg sejak kecil, x pernah bercouple, mempunyai kefahaman islam yg mendalam. sudah tentu tidak akan sama."

haha...ni jwapan kpada pnulis status di atas apabila someone tnye jika isteri yg dikahwini lelaki pertma sudah bertaubat......


tuan2, puan2, abang2, kakak2, adik2, tokwan2. cucu2 dan saudara se-Islam skalian....

aku ni bkan la pndai sngat pn blaja agama.....sijil skola agama aku pn fail...haha...but, itu bkan alasan aku untuk tidak mnegakkan agama aku...Islam is my life, not my subject that I have to score ;)


so blik, kpada jwapan mmat ni tadi.....ok, keimanan....


orang yg baru brtaubat dan orang yg dah lme bertaubat + mmpunyai ilmu agama yg mndalam n mcam2 lgi(sperti yg dinyatakan di atas)  mmpunyai keimanan yg berlainan.....

wow....jap2...bole ke keimanan di ukur?? tidak bukan...bole ke keimanan dilihat?? sama skali tidak.....mcam mne kite bole mmbukti kan taraf keimanan seseorang?? cara pakaian? cara pergaulan? ya, keimanan sdikit sbanyak mmpengaruhi cara kita, nmun bole ka kite sndri mngadili tahap keimanan sesorang?? siapa kite untuk br buat demikian??


jgan dipersoal keimanan seseorang, tapi BANTU la seseorang beriman kpada Nya....

hookay, smpai sni jela post aku..amacam?? pnat br fikir?? hahaha..

so, thnx mmbca post aku yg pnjng lebar shingga ke prkataan ini.....

that's all for today...

CAO~~
Assalamualaikum...

my girl~ my girl~

haaaaaaaallllllllluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~ n assalamualaikum =D


so...hrmm, boring lak cuti2 ni..sume sbuk keje.....haha

k...post aku kli ni ringan2 je, bole mnum kopi, lari2, flip2 sambil bca.....haha...enjoy~


so, korng penah dnga psal couple?? tipu ar x pnah =P  mmg zman remaja dlu2 lgi dh wjud prkataan ni......

tpi zman skang...puuiihh......over nk mmpos...smpai ade yg tr lanjur....watde hell man??

ari ni ko rosak kn anak orang...stu ari nnti jgan ko mnyesal orang rosakkan anak dara ko........pesan ikhlas dri aku, xyah byar......

so....kli ni bukan aku nk tulis psal cintan2, couple2 ni....nope, x kuase aku~ haha

buuutttt.......aku nk citer skit psal characteristic girl idaman aku =P wahahaha


1...hrmm...die x tnggi sngat >o<  mngenangkan aku ni type lelaki pndek so mungkin agk ssah la nk cari...haha...sbb, klo girl lgi tnggi, aku rsa mcam aku ni tr sngat la pndek....


2....x gmuk sngat, x krus sngat...acane tu?? haha...yg ni mungkin sume girl camtu kot...kcuali klo lemak dh br lipat2 tu konfem gmuk..haha...tpi rsa nye hmpir sume kwan2 girl ade ciri2 ni...so....not bad malay girl ;)


3....cantik??? bole la =P sori la klo aku tr lalu mmentingkan physical.....tpi thats a fact right?? sape korng rsa pling bnyak admire, robert pattison or bangla PATI tu???


4....smart?? much better.....but......sbetul nye aku nk cari bini cikgu =D haha..why??? huhu..coz cikgu ni die bnyak br depan ngan bdak2 so aku hope that she can be a good mother to our child =P and of coz, jdual cikgu x pdat, so, die bole la spend time die jage anak2 =D


5....personality.....hrmm....i prefer yg pnyayang, br tanggungjwab, and lembut(optional...haha) oo...and manja =P  haha..maybe bcoz aku manje ngan mak aku, so aku mng hrap kan girl yg aku bole br manje jgak (eeuuww...ssah aku taip...LOL)

also....x ego, blagak, riak...mybe bcoz aku de knal orang2 yg ade sifat2 mcam tu..honestly, aku bole than lgi dnga sikap2 yg x brape nk waras ni..haha...tpi klo ade prangai2 tu, huiisshh...mmg ssah nk ilang =.=

6....religion?? islam...tudung? ermm...aku pn still tngah pikir.....ok, mmg aku lgi suke pompuan yg pkai tdung...but girls with long hair is not bad either =P haha..bukan la....aku juz tr pikir klo gf aku br tudung, fine la...tpi klo aku 'wat' gf aku brtudung..thats AWESOME!!!  yela...mungkin niat die x ikhlas...tpi lme2 akn timbul la ke ikhlasan tu, x gitu?? but, its not an easy job...turning a girl into more religious...it needs patient man.......hrmm, tngok la jodoh aku mcam mne =]


7....and...her body shape??? haha...kpada pmbaca wanita, klo x snggup nk bca, sila skip scepat mungkin krana ni prbualan lelaki...xle blah......
so...most guys are looking for busty gf, right?? but pda aku....aku lbih suke girl yg flat.....reason is, sape suke bile laki lein tngok gf die ngan pnuh nafsu kan?? so, i prefer flat girl bcoz she dun look like 'sex symbol' in others eye, am i right?? well, who need big boobs when they have sweet, innocent, angelic look?? haha....that differentiate girl and slut.....


so....i think thats all characteristic im looking forward in my future 'gf'...too much?? yea, i know, no wonder i juz couple only once...haha..but i think that one time do teach me a lot ;)


so.....aku bukan nye memilih...lgi pn ade ke pompuan yg perfect mcam kat ats suke kat aku?? haha...aku ni pn bkan nye perfect mne...x hnsem pn, xde admire pn..hahaha....but who cares, for sure that i dun =P



so, boyz and girlz....if you love your mate, pray to ALLAH and insyaALLAH, ALLAH will make they love you more....if not?? ALLAH is already prepare a better one for you ;) so...dun regret of clash or watso ever, ok??

~~juz laugh and spread the positivea aura~~ 

thats all from me tonight...

CAO~~

assalamualaikum....

hola halo~~

PEOPLE!!!!!!

lame x update blog ni....hrmm, mcam2 nk citer....but first~

~~HAPPY NEW YEAR~~

hrmm...nothing special psal celebration this year...sme je cam taun2 lpas,  juz x meriah coz aku pn x excited sngat nk smbut new year....haha

so~~...anything interesting?? well...ade la gak....

rambut aku dh pnjang skit, wee~~ (-.-)'

haha..bkan slalu aku bole bela rmbut ni...huhu...nk gak mrase rmbut pnjang ni, time skola dlu asyik kne jage rmbut je...dh abis skola ni, bole la try rambut panjang~ haha

n about my license.....aku juz amik lsen kete je, x mcam sume, kete n moto...package (lagi murah)

nape aku x amik package?? lgi sng klo in the future aku tr paksa pkai moto, kan??

slalu aku ckap kat mmbe2 aku......umah aku moto pn xde....but the real reason isssssss.......

MAK AKU >.< hahaha

well...sbb mak aku yg overproctective, die x bagi aku neik motor n x bagi pn amik  lsen....her reason is, most people who died in an accident is motorcyclist......hrmm....maybe....tpi klo dah ajal neik tank pn bole mati =P

so....aku akn dpat lsen aku insyaALLAH dlam awal bulan 2 nnti....lmbat nye =.= 

aku nk jlan2 ni....hahaha

friends??? ermm..mostly cuti ni aku spend sorng2 n ngan family...klo kwan pn ade sorng mmat control from MC college...hahaha

yg lein sume buzi keje...klo ajak hangout pn mlam.....mmg jgan hrap ar mak aku kasi kuar mlam..haha

so, conclusion nye, cuti ni xde bnde EXTRAORDINARY yg aku dh wat......

n my family plak, mmg xle tngok orng mlas.....so, mmg countless la brape kli aku kne mara...haha..smpai bapak aku mngamuk sbb tngok aku ni mlas....

well, bkan nye aku mlas tramat, ade je keje aku wat....tpi klo bukn depan mate diorng tu mmg x kire la.....aku mlas la nk ungkit, kang nmpak cam x ikhlas plak kn? haha

so....aku pn ngah usaha kan fitness aku ni....BARU nk mula kn....haha..sbb disember aritu aku xde disiplin sngat.....arini exercise, sok x, lusa pn x, pastu sambung blik, and so on....

so, aku nk start blik....but...ngan PENUH DISIPLIN!!!! *bunyi meletup*

haha..nk krus ssah, nk berat pn susah...ish2....

so...thats all from me today

CAO~

assalamualaikum....