Friday, July 24, 2015
My Little Temerloh Girl
heyyo peeps..bangun2 je ttibe lak trpanggil tuk post kat blog lepas bangun dari tido kul 9 kat sini..haha
its been a year already (wow, its already a year?) since my last post so agak banyak la da trjadi..haha
so~ perkembangan trbaru ye..hrmmmmmmm
well, this year im already 20 (yeayyy) so..im officially a young adult..muehehehe
skang still july, so aku still asasi which akan habis (insyaAllah) awal bulan 9 and degreeeeeeeeeeee.....................
klo ade rezeki aku masuk lah dlam bulan 9 tu jugak kat msu, klo x..kene la tnggu tahun depan T.T
and then stakat ni aku x penah post pasal current gf kan?? haha..so maybe post kali ni aku nak start ngan bende menarik sikit la =P hahaha
well, aku kenal die dari palam lagi..and sebenarnye die classmate aku..hahaha~ typical
why typical?? bcoz at that time, aku ni class rep (mcam ketua darjah la) n die plak pnolong class rep..huahuahuahua
so mase tu..first time duk arsama, n aku rasa cam bebas sngat..aku trpanggil untuk mncari awek kat sane which aku da aim sejak sekolah..hahaha
reason aku cari kat sane sbb bile ko jumpe time matrik, ko belum tntu awek ko tu same course ngan ko..n aku mngharapkan aku jumpe la bakal2 cikgu yg pnyayang lagi brjasa di mase akan datang, aicewaa..hahaha
so, back to the story, aku jumpe die ni kat palam, so kitorang kenal2 la..and the mcam mne la die bole da ade bf lak time tu..pergh2
elok lak mase aku tau tu mmg dalam sesi kenal2 acah2 nak jadi la kire nye..tibe2 lak kne camtu aku bajet mcam da trtutup la masa depan gitu..hahaha..poyo la shial~
tpi lepas tu aku kire da okay la kot, as friend je..thnx to my labuan fren, fauzi, yg sempoi gile bab* hahaha
and nak dijadikan drama, aku gi ckap kat die..asal x cakap kan da ade bf, n die ckap la awak x penah tanye...n i was like "betul jugak ek"
pastu aku pn ckap la aku x nak kaco awek org, pastu die mcm sedih (aik?) sbb die da rse cam selesa ngan aku sbb die n bf die pn da start crack..like that la kire nye..hahaha
aku lak time tu mmg da attached gile ngan die mcm ade chemistry gitu2..haha..n aku pn teruskan la..as friend jela mule2...muehehehehe
nak dijadikan cite, x lame pastu bole plak die betul2 clash ngan bf die..hahaha, apebende kan..pastu aku cam, ok ade la gak sinar harapan...
tpi aku wat lek dlu ar, takkan nak trus couple lpas die baru clash kan..kite lek2 dlu tnggu die reda abis nak move on camtu..hahaha
brape bulan pastu aku pn cam da mesra ngan die n aku pn ajak la die couple..with a song a teddy bear (omg romantic nye aku *blushing) aku confess yg aku suke kat die n ajak nk jadikan die gf aku..tpi through the phone je ar..hahaha..gile ko, klo depan2 tu mau ttibe jari aku patah mein gitar..hahaha
so nak dijadikan citer, smpai arini da dekat 2 tahun 10 bulan relay kitorang sejak dari palam..pergh2..2 tahun wei, klo ade anak tu da bole jalan agaknye (ckap aku xtau ar start umur bape..haha)
note to self : dude, klo ko betul nak relay yg elok smpai ke jejak pelamin, berubah la mangkuk..n ko tau ape aku ckap..ko bukan budak kecik xtau mane salah betul..
agak simple? yup sbb aku juz random pick topic ni n aku mcam xde point sngat (mcam exam gitu) hahaha
so..until next time folks~
CIAO~~
Thursday, October 30, 2014
Third post??!!
howdy OcVemBer...(its already the end of October and we are getting to November..so........you get my joke right?? plz??)
I can't believe its almost the end of 2014 and this blog just post its third post for this year??!! Not so shocking...
yup reason is bile da start student life aku mmg malas gilo nak update blog ni..why?? bcoz life as student have so much to discover ><
B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T *eeoookkkk
mainly bcoz aku malas...plus banyak keje anddddd hasutan syaitan bergabung hawa nafsu yg suruh aku membuang masa...the end....
so....aku nak post something leisure...my life in MSU
first, bile aku smpai sane, im totally depressed....everything not right..the toilets dirty, students attitude and accommodations..bak kata sume bende la aku complaint
smpai parent aku pn pujuk, strive at MSU at get the hell out of there....and i was.....ok.......(feelingless)
i don't know...i just feel i don't belong there...i should be somewhere else attending seminar on degrees of medical but where am i??? reapeating the same old shit i've been doing for a year.....
its feel like i waste my time man..a year..banyak tuuuuu
but then......time past away and so do my depression...
i try to get along, and what do you know, i got some friends from palam too....andddd the best part is one of them is my lecture mate..keciknye dunia~
plus, ade jugak budak pasum (surprisingly) mesir and engineering students?? but here we are...a bunch of repeaters.....
well, its good to know that u are not alone especially when you had to repeat the same thing that everybody done and pass....
but hey, im not getting into that mood ok? cause now im feeling lucky that im here....even as repeaters.....
U wanna know why? IM FEELING LUCKY COZ I GOT THE SECOND CHANCEEEEEE
u know how big that is?? (not the size of the letter) it totally biiggg.....
ok cube pujuk diri sebenarnye..hahaha
in palam, most of friend were student who score 5A and above in spm (its a big deal)....most of them (all maybe?) have set their goal to be a doctor..weird but that what it is.....plus, baru kelas aku, the other class lagi...can u imagine how many actually people want to be an effing doctor??
but in the end...palam is not easy as it seems.......most of them dont fulfill their dreams....they just go where the flows taking them........but me??
yup..some of them get what they always work for.....some, not all, not even half....its sad but this is the reality world, not some inspiring box office movies....
and I'm one of that people who 'should' go where the flows taking me but wait.....am I??
Heck no...thnx for my family background....i got my second (and last!) chance to make things right again....
so...how do i feel now?? damn lucky dudeeee
Alhamdullilah....yes i made mistake for playing too much but this time...insyaAllah i won't screw it this time....
yup....that's my MSU story (part 1??)
lets pray it will be a bright path which I'm taking..insyaAllah ^^
see you soon brothers and sisters...
CAO~
Monday, July 21, 2014
The reality is not beautiful as it seems...
owh..but firstly, assalamualaikum to my muslim brothers and sisters....
lets take a moment of silence and recite al-fatihah for our brothers and sisters who will always be in our memory, to GAZA and MH17.........
aku tak terpikir lagi nak buat post pasal diorang..maybe tak, bcoz isu sensitif kan and aku tak nak la bagi info salah lak tak pasal2..jatuh fitnah nnti, dosa die lagi dsyat dari membunuh tuuuuuu
so, the reality........hrmmmm...is the world we are livng now and.........i am actually depressed =.='
bcoz u know, aku rase ade hikmah gak aku fail foundation palam....sounds weird?? so do i......
since bangku sekolah rendah lagi, aku x pernah lagi kecewa kan parents aku ( aicewaaaa..belagak seh mamat ni.....)
NO..citer die bile aku selalu buat diorang bangga (xde la selalu) aku tak pernah tau apa reaksi diorang klo aku disappoint kan diorang.....so.....thats what PALAM life told me.....
without good grades, it feels like i am actually nothing to them..diorang buat aku mcam saham, where you invest and hoping to get more...
ok, parents mane xnak anak berjaya kan?? but on the matter of facts, aku dah dpat course pharmacist kot?? THAt IS AIN'T HALF BAD tau tak......
but still......diorang force aku repeat, so aku bole jadi doktor....
it must be proud when you tell others that your child is a doctor right?? even parents aku pun klo jumpe org luar mesti ketengahkan kkak aku yg doktor tu.......really??
i can;t imagine if i was stupid and nothing to them..would they actually appreciate me?? would they still recognize me as family?? who knows......
hrmmm...air dicincang pun tak akan putus kan.....
well...it all goes after this......my second foundation life in MSU....
P.S :seriously aku baca dari past student....this place is like a sinkhole for your money....i cant imagine hows life there *deprssed
boleh kate kan my life at home is really depressing after palam...
everything doesn't go the way they should man.....it feels like the life is beating you down really bad.....
haih....i don't know what gonna happened after this, I give up on planning...wherever the path took me, thats the only direction i'll walk.....
I'm giving up??? maybe.......maybe not....well, aku tau aku ni takde lah sebaik mane, tapi insyaAllah, bertawakal jela pada keputusan Allah
feels better??? damn better......haha
just dont overthink about something that you can't change folks....
and if there is something you are capable to change....work for it...and leave the rest to the Al Mighty,,,,
I'm not giving up....if this is my path....i'll walk until the end no matter what....
Assalamualaikum....CIAO~
Thursday, June 26, 2014
Resurrection of Boyz126
its been one year sejak aku menaip kat sini..haha..nostalgia bhai...
well, aku da agak matang ke?? hrmmmm..i could say yes..but sometimes not XP
stahun ye...hrmmmm..my last entry is about me before goinfg to PALAM....fiuuu~~ banyak yang da berlaku..hehe
aku malaih la cite hal2 pasal palam skang..bile2 la, lein entry ye abg2 adik2 sekalian...
Oops, n the ending of my palam life is not so good, but i could say the bad things is only the ending..haha
soo...its been 2 (almost 3) month aku cuti..keje?? hrmmm, tu yang sume kawan2 aku buat..and aku?? well, tau la mak aku yg overprotective tu kan *pandang ke atas
'bez ar xyah keje, dok umah buat taik mata...
mesti korang piki camtu kan?? haha..tipu ar, sbb aku pn piki bnde yang same..tapi, folks........the reality is not beautiful as it seems (spoiler next entry..hahaha)
why?? WHYYYYYYY??!!!
bcoz....*drum roll...........bile aku x keje, family expect aku untuk buat sume errand
'alah, keje sikit merungut..baru sikit'
yes....tapi memandang family aku pn piki bende yg same, so keje aku pn bnyak laa......
penah denga sikit2 lama2 jadi bukit?? yup..that is how you can imagine my daily work..sikit dari si emak nye, sikit dari si kkak nye, sikit dari si ayah nye..lame2 keje aku pn mcam la FiretrUCK ....
hade bantahan?? leave it under the comment below bro *thumbs up
sooo..my first post after being off for a year is complaining about my family??? hrmmmmm.......
PERFECT =D
so peeps.................Boyz126 is BACK
see ya all very soon...ciao~
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
Counting days~
Assalamualaikum...so how's life treating you peeps??
Hrmm...x lame dah lagi aku kat umah..insyaALLAH lagi brape hari lagi aku nak sambung studi...
Bez ke ar?? Entah la...aku tak tau la nak cakap camne..excited? X jugak..risau? X jugak....tak seronok ke nak jumpe kawan2 baru?? Entah la....kawan baru? Kawan yg kat sini pun berape kerat je....hahaha
So, honestly, sejak akhir2 ni aku depressed sikit.....OMAAIIGGOOODD!!
Haha..aku yang hidup takde tanggungjawab ni pun bole depressed ek? Aku pun pelik...but then, when i rethink about it..........at least i don't bother others :P
Well, aku depressed pun bukan sebab ape..maybe kurang beribadat kot :3 hrmm...most likely...tapi ape yang aku pikir sampai dapat depressed yg sia2 ni??
Crush...ok....everybody have one and its common..but right now for me its not..i've been wasting all my time thinking how i could get her attention.....so that she could like me the way i like her.....
Ok first...aku tau aku mmg loser, kusut kan kepale otak pikir bende bukan2 yg x bawak manfaat langsung plus....she's so popular..she's beautiful, funny, out-going, open minded and quite religious too...she has tons of friends...while me stay in the house washing cars and water the plants....
My social life is pathetic....compared to her life..why would she look up at me? And you trying to make her LIKES you? She doesn't even know how to spell your name correctly!! Dammnnn la...
Why am i writing all this in the middle of the morning? Coz i don't want to think about it anymore and aku nak luah kan semua nye....
I know this maybe cause by my hormone messed up..want to love and to be loved, some sort like that..so, aku try untuk buang feeling ni jau2, bia sampai laut pasifik sekali pun..coz i know that my head says 'NO'
Plus...why would i tried so hard to impress one girl when i could a bunch at the IPT, am i right? Let say if i COULD make her like me, and then we start flirting and coupling.....and then....when i go to further my study.....there's a super cute girl dying to get in love with me (just imagination...haha) that would be a waste right?? Hahaha
Well....I miss the old me..a freak who enjoy his lonely life...at least i'm able to smile at that time, talk to myself and sometimes making myself laugh...haha...ok thats too pathetic...
So, thanks blogger for giving me a place that i could be myself...peerrghh...puas gile hati ni...haha..alhamdulillah, tak larat dah aku nak pikio bende2 ni lagi dah....haha
Ok then...enough for this post...lets go get a life...hahaha
Assalamualaikum
CAO~
Saturday, May 4, 2013
you MAY come in, MAY
so...how am i doing for the past few days?? emmm...ok, i guess...nothing extraordinary or exciting happening.....
it's already 12.20, 5th May 2013.....nak tau apa akan jadi??? General Election!!! =D
ermm...bende ni dah kecoh sejak awal tahun aritu, tapi aku maleh le nak update politik2 ni...kejap die btul, kejap die salah...aku yang x terlibat pun dah pening =.='
but...honestly, ko tau pe yang aku pikir??? Revolution.....
wanna know why?? because PKR dah disokong oleh hampir sume rakyat malaysia.....so i wouldn't suprise if BN gonna lose tomorrow....
but hey....BN still ade penyokong sendiri.....so, they still have a chance to win....alright?
but...even though BN will win tomorrow.....boleh ke PKR menerima keputusan se adil nye???
aku gerenti yang akan timbul cerita BN menipu, rasuah, undi hantu or whatsoever untuk membuktikan yg PKR yang patut menang....
and then, BERSIH will be held.....masing2 nak kan pertukaran kerajaan, pertukaran pentadbiran pemimpin etc.....
in the end?? BN akan still jatuh...don't you think??
BERSIH 3.0 berjalan dengan lancar...everybody hurt, the mastermind gelak dari jauh.....
so...x mustahil klo diorang kalah, BERSIH akan diadakan lagi.....dan lagi......dan lagi.......dan lagi.....dengan ugutan tampuk pemerintahan di tukar....
klo BN still bertahan wlaupun sehingga BERSIH ke 12 sekali pun....akan timbul cerita kerajaan x ambil berat pasal pandangan rakyat sehingga rakyat terkorban join BERSIH untuk membuka minda kerajaan....and then BERSIH akan bertukar lebih brutal kepada.......revolution???
can you imagine?? revolution just in front of your house?? its gonna be chaos.....
blood everywhere...man killing each other..people loss their family member....dead bodies everywhere......history is repeating itself.......
so...aku mendoakan whoever win tomorrow(today) Malaysia akan still terus maju dan aman walau siapa pun yang memerintah.....amin....
Monday, April 22, 2013
little sad :'(
heeelllllooooo peeps...
so how's April?? haha..hope you are doing fine...
well...untuk post kali ni aku nak citer bab2 yang menyedihkan sikit....
bukan nye aku suke spread the negative aura ni..ish2...not my taste, haha...tapi yela, aku ni manusia gak, ade up and down nye, ye x??
so..baru2 ni (pagi tadi, baru lagi ni, panas lagi...haha) aku check my upu result....well, upu aku mohon Uitm, UPNM, UKM and UIAM...
sume aku mohon asasi perubatan....but my highest hope was UPNM...you know, military college...
study die tanggung, makan pun die tanggung siap dapat duit elaun lagi every month yang boleh mencecah ribuan ringgit!! (hamboi dah macam berita awani plak....haha)
tapi ape kan daya...xde rezeki =')
imagine aku further study in medic....at the same time training to be a soldier.....
DAMN!!! i could be a tough doctor!! and that would be so cool~~.....but being a doctor is already good thing.....so that would be fine.....
but i'm still waiting for my last hope..Uitm, and Mara special program.....please...anywhere, as long as it involve medic =(
and luckily i just read my older post...and past me(?) has taught me someting...





