Really dude??

I know, i know..i disappear for a whole year, now im posting 2 posts in 2 days..what gives??

honestly, if you know me, this the place where i end up to express myself if i find myself in a shit hole. So, what happen to our L that makes him crawl back here??

First, when i reread my older post, i just realize that about 40% to 60% of it is about love..the fuck?? that is not what my 6years ago would imagine myself to be..messing myself up because of a woman? Now that is a really pathetic ways to live


If you are looking something to mess your head up with, then think about study(which i should be doing now by the time my exam is next 2 weeks) your financial management, your FUTURE self..there is a lot of thing to think rather than looking for a person..self improvement i would say cause i know you, when you with someone there is a little self improvement going on right


And also, if you keep thinking of the small shit going on, how would you focus on the real thing? Yes, i know your roommate is a bitch..then why would you gives a shit? stop thinking about it cause it not gonna change a thing unless theres an action you can do..but look, for now, you have nowhere to go and your family cant know about this so just live with it..JUST STOP GIVE A DAMN FUCK..live like nothing happens..i know sometimes you had to look for a time to study cause he always blast the music in the room, then go outsie in the living room..why are you being such a whiny bitch


theres always a solution to a problem..but if you dont want those changes, then learn how to adapt with it or dont give a fuck at all..get it? your problem is not a real problem..


Well, do i need it? yup, i need to remind my future self that you could stop giving excuses and start work on what matters..comprende??


good..now enough with conflicts of feelings..you got something big to do L

~CIAO~

First post of 2016

Ite been what? a year?? haha..trust me, its not like i was super busy its just i dont have that sparks that tell me to wite..haha..despite all that, this blog, boyz126, will always be my online diary..which is somehow have their own pro and cons..haha


My last post is about Little Temerloh Girl..god, how much i really want to delete that post..hahahaha..but im not..not for now maybe..well, if i am reading this,i think i know well enough why that post hit me harder than it should..am i still trying to get over her? maybe yes...maybe no...i dont know..now i feel like abit alone you know..still trying to get used to this single life haha

enough about my damn love life..writing suppose to make me feel the time..haha..and if you wonder what the hell am i talking about, i dont know if future me will remember this but if you want...

to feel time : write

to travel time : read

to escape time : music

to WASTE time : social media

See the capital letters?? keep that in mind😂

the time i writing this, i have only 2 weeks before my next progress test 2(the irony lol)..which i need to score..and when i mean by need to score, i really need to score because the past 2 exams we had i just at the border line of failing..C- is not great bro..even few people are saying that i should put more effort..and fyi for semester 1 exam, i dont game(maybe, just a lil) for a week..guess what, its not sufficient brah..maybe if you replace gaming with studying it would change alot hahaha

And also, on 11st of December, i am participating at the Medical Intervarsity Games, MIVG..its not a big fuss, just my first doing activities with other uni(what do you expect, Im on my first year). its not like we represent MSU because we better than the other students. MSU just not interested in those kind of thing which tell me why they haven't send any representative hahaha..so me and my friend are taking this opportunity to get into this thing with the name of our Uni..i just hope we dont lose miserably and bring our Uni name to rock bottom of shame pit. p.s: this friend im talking about...do i need to make a post about it?? hahaha

Guess thats all happening right now..Think its a lot? guess who put himself into all this..hahaha..joking, im not even busy(should i?) or i would not have the time to write here anyway. You still thinking of becoming a great man? Then push yourself a lil harder L

I really need to make a post to push myself in study...

~CIAO~