My last post is about before MIVG..damn, alot has happen since then....guess i gonna have to start somewhere haha
I realize 75% of my last post is about me having crush to this one girl which im gonna refer to as A and let me have a laugh first....hahahahahaha..actually how funny it is to read it back..thats the reason i dont delete old post you know, no matter how silly it is..its just funny how you look back and to see that THAT guy becoming you..
well, i cant say ive move on and becoming better version..hahaha..im still me, and yeah, thank God i dont have feelings for her anymore (now that shes single HAHAHAHAHA)..but for F sake, now i had this crush on my OTHER FRIEND.......really?? would you actually like any girl whos close to you?? goddamnit
but i dont want to talk about this..cause you know, feelings change..and you cant say its something permanent even if you mean it...but the reason im back to write this post is a lot of stuff had happened, and i just need to spill it out somewhere you now..hahaha
but first, gonna let you know since MIVG, my mom hasn't been in a good health..since shes having the spinal surgery(which should benefit us all) now that shes getting worse..im not saying the surgery was a failure, alhamdulillah the surgery was fine and even her surgery scar have healed..but the post-surgery situation is not very favorable.....
she keeps lying on her bed, complaining how painful it is..she keeps lying there, doing nothing...which later lead to loss of her appetite then loss her weight and shes keep getting sicker every single day...until one day...she was admitted to hospital due to hypercalcemia..sound okay right?? i thought so too...until i met her......she had dementia, confusion and hallucination...and to see her, your own mom, mumbling and speak nonsense just break my heart to pieces.....i cant imagine how my sister took care of her for more than one month..my respects goes all to her...
i will continue about my mom in different post..alot to say i guess..haha..but now the hot-hot issues going on is mostly about my friend...
i thought i have a crush on our friend was hot enough, but damnnnn they all keep surprising me you know haha..
first, my friend who had a crush on his friend for 5 FCKING YEARS just told me that he had given up..can you imagine? he been trying to get the girl for 5 FCKING YEARS mannnn..thats longer than any of my relationships..hahahaha...why?? because he said that the girl doesn't have feelings for him and keep telling him about her crush (like how i feel when A had crush on that boy i guess haha) i dont know what to say about him...well, you know when a girl doesnt like you, just move on dude..youre in medical course...soon gonna be a doctor..what girl doesnt buy that??
well the girls had their own issue too, one of them was sick...spinal injury..and she was really hurt like HURT you know..just no surgery needed, but a month of therapy at chiropractor..and what do you know, she was always with this A girl but out of the blue, A was so close to U girl that Y girl was feeling isolate(Y girl is the sick girl)..and i was like "what?" coz all of them look like so close to each other and then this happen?? I have no clue on what to say on this one....lol
but wait a minute, thats not the hottest story i get....the hottest one is the one i just heard today, just few hours before to be honest.....my friend O, who had girlfriend since 2years ago that stays in Sabah and working as a teacher..but two days ago, they broke up.....why you asking?? because that girl has been MARRIED!!!! imagine your special one who you text every single day, for 2 years, even come all the way from shah alam to sabah just to meet her.........and then she text you told that they need to cut every ties because....shes married....WTF mannn...yesterday thegirl was his girlfriend now shes someone else wife?? F siht man...what the actual fuck....
i dont know about you, but for me right now, once the girl is someone wife thats like puffff...gone....shes someone's else like legitimately someone's......
few days from our semester exam and all this issues come out one by one....damn..how fuck up the exam can make us all?
oh yeah i forgot, last friday, i was hair thin close to fight P, like a real furious fist out of anger fight..considering it was our first time, it was honestly a little awkward after that..the reason? we were fighting about Y who hurt her back....silly right?? hahaha
anyway, to sum it all, my P friend had his heart broken by his 5years crush, the girls are having cold war, and O's girlfriend just cheat on him and married some other guy.....the end.....what a week it is.....
looking back to all of that, im just grateful that for me, everything is fine...like im good with it, just fine...yup...hahahaha
anyway, thats all for this post..i dont know if i should feel guilty for not studying or proud for updating my blog after so long..hahahah
~CIAO
